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i nid some peace in my life.
its been quite some time i realli hang out wif my frens.
been a little lost on some tings recently.
sometimes im happie, but other times im feeling quite shitty inside.
my management of time realli nids some learning.
how can someone be happie when hes being disturbed of his slp early in the morning everyday.
y shld i adjust my slp pattern to wake up more earlier.
y shld i even do the sacrifice in the 1st place, wth ~

let me hav a day of slp without any disturbance ...

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everyting abt the future. im so uncertain n troubled by it. it makes my head real heavy jus by tinking abt it.

its the 1st week of YOG holidays n i carn seem to kickstart myself to even study abit.

history of arts for the past two wks has been pissing me off. i always arrive in class slpy n den i jus cnnt fully open my eyes until the end of lesson. the random-ness of the problem issued makes it worse.

i nid the 3 wks yog holidaes !!!

Y

how come ppl got the information wrong n im the one answering for it. y do i nid to explain myself times n over when im clear of my own answer. where is the concern dat i wan after a long n tired day? instead of jus QUESTIONS ...

stop n realise

i nid to organise my stuffs better so dat i dun lose some tings in life. its always hard to get everyting rite in the 1st place. but time is always waiting for me to organise myself.

thoughts ~

i jus feel, im bad at organising my stuffs. sometimes i wonder, isit jus me or i jus carn be bothered. i always woke up late for skl no matter how hard i tried. i told myself i wish to do some work in the skl library after skl but i always end up staring at the resources i found instead. sometimes is not i purposely do it, it jus happened. like how sometimes it wuld suddenly rain despite the sunny weather. i do curse the rain at times, but i nid the rain when its sunny for too long. coz it can jus change my mood for dat instant moment.

random update

in the wee hrs of morning, im stil drawing like an idiot. LOL. all thanks to the module chair for telling us jus 5 days b4 we nid to submit. n now the whole of School of Technology for The Arts students of Republic Polytechnic are drawing like bulls. its crazy ~