We are not afraid of doing something we don't like.

We are more afraid of not finding what we want to do eventually.

Dulan is the word.

U know what i hate the most? It's the feeling of waking up and not knowing what's the plan for day.

To those who takes forever to reply messages and whatsoever.

Here we go again.

Was given a 6 days rest. It was a good one. Managed to catch up with a few friends. Told all of them next time it won't be a frequent thing that they see me due to the new camp.

This 'blues' feeling is harder than I thought. The past few nights it hit me quite hard. Nonetheless, its a process that I have to go through.

On a side note, army made me more absent-minded nowadays. Thank goodness I haven't lost anything yet but I think it will be a matter sooner or later. Army is really a kind of hard experience for guys. I'm just afraid it changes me into a person that I don't want to be. However, environmental factor is something I can't change. I will just have to take it as it is.

And lastly, I refuse to back down so easily by all these factors. I'm stronger than I think I am!

Here we go again.

Weekends didn't matter so much before entering army. At least it taught me to cherish something which i might have taken for granted for the past 2 years.

I better have the discipline to pack my stuffs tmr!

I know i will put myself out of this. First week at the new place was bad. Really need to find ways to self motivate. And not forgetting the platoon mates who are on the same line as me.

Time for NS!

Finally its my turn to enlist for NS.

Am gonna grit my teeth, clench my fist, and tell myself i'll be fine :)