Here we go again.

Weekends didn't matter so much before entering army. At least it taught me to cherish something which i might have taken for granted for the past 2 years.

I better have the discipline to pack my stuffs tmr!

I know i will put myself out of this. First week at the new place was bad. Really need to find ways to self motivate. And not forgetting the platoon mates who are on the same line as me.

Time for NS!

Finally its my turn to enlist for NS.

Am gonna grit my teeth, clench my fist, and tell myself i'll be fine :)

什么时候叫够了？因为每个人的忍耐度都有限。

Thought.

Had a run just now. Was a real good sweatout!

At times i get very judgemental. I dont get why people always like to talk about looking forward to future events. It just gives me a feeling the person is just living for the sake of living in the present. When i planned for my trip overseas, i dont mention about looking forward to the trip and stuffs. I still need to continue doing my present work well before i go for the trip.

For now, living in the present is the main aim for me. Really nobody knows what is going to happen in future. My friend told me i dont seem like a person who can settle down. What she said might be true. Perhaps i'll only find my soulmate in the early thirties? Thats 10 years from now at least. A lot of things can happen in 10 years. Rather then waiting for these 10 years to pass, i might as well live better as a person and make myself a better person to anyone as times go by.

Just a thought ...

Refuel n Go!

Gosh, two months since i last posted.

Just got done reading the papers for today. Life is weird at times. Was planning for a solo trip before i  enlist in November. Somehow diferent thoughts pop out at different times for the past 2 weeks, questioning myself where do i really want to go and how much budget am i going to allocate for it. On and off a few locations were shortlisted. Just want to get a location settled and let the other things fall into place.

Thinking of this, we are really lucky. Being able to grow up in Singapore and given education. Imagine without education, we know nuts about computers and languages. No way we can plan on going anywhere. Plus we get the chance to work and able to use part of the money to do something we want, for me is to travel. Of course i have other things i want to spend my money on. But there always comes moderation and balance. As we grow, our needs and wants will differ, mostly demanding a higher standard of living. At times, i constantly remind myself that i have endless things to buy. That's why i have to always consider very long before i decide on something. Money is really hard earned.

It brings me to another issue which is to work for money. I dislike the idea of working for money. Working is just not about getting the money itself. Its about learning different stuffs and how i can apply them to everyday scenarios. Of course, satisfying the customers/client is always not easy. At the end of the day, there will always be this one or few customers that we dislike down and out. Give me a million dollors i still will not serve them. *just saying!*

Well, all i want to say is, i like the process of seeing myself grow and adapting my mindset along the way. However in the process, there are times it gets really hard. And during these times, i try to channel the trying emotions into different areas, so that i do not get depression. Haha.

All in all, just keep

Fighting! :)