hav been noticing sandara frm 2ne1 recently. shes pretty man! carn believe shes 26.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
urgh ~
i duno y tonite i feel so like abit nua n oso like veri hard to concentrate. tink i today too tired. slpt on the bus, reach home ler eat liao oso wan to fall aslp =.=''
its another nite when my mind is at its weakest state n u infiltrate my mind.
seriously i hate to tink bak. but if i can shut my brain n not tink bak, i wuld do it. i wished we culd talk out our feelings since its been one month plus since the break up. i hate tis feeling where we r nowhere here nor dere. i duno whether its affecting u coz its affecting me. the reason y im feeling all tis is not coz im sad or wad. coz its painful to lose smth i cherish alot. it hurts even more coz i had dreams which included u. both of us nids to be responsible for the break up in one way or the other. it doesn matter to me hu initiated the break up in the first place. it doesn matter to me now.
its another nite when my mind is at its weakest state n u infiltrate my mind.
seriously i hate to tink bak. but if i can shut my brain n not tink bak, i wuld do it. i wished we culd talk out our feelings since its been one month plus since the break up. i hate tis feeling where we r nowhere here nor dere. i duno whether its affecting u coz its affecting me. the reason y im feeling all tis is not coz im sad or wad. coz its painful to lose smth i cherish alot. it hurts even more coz i had dreams which included u. both of us nids to be responsible for the break up in one way or the other. it doesn matter to me hu initiated the break up in the first place. it doesn matter to me now.
Friday, December 31, 2010
tis yr is pretty plain for me i guess. coz if i minus u, i carn realli tink of much for 2010. haha.
well, i got to perform for my parents at least. invited dem to my performance to show dem dat i always stayed out late to dance n not do stupid tings outside. at least dey enjoyed the performance :)
coming to midway of 2010, i made a decision. it was around july. dat decision made me give up dancing as an interest frm around august onwards. 4 months into the decision n i stil hav not looked bak on my decision.
2011 will onli be a gud year if i make effort to make it a gud one. wad i do today affects the result i get tmr. so wad i do on 31st december 2010 affects the result i get frm 1st january 2011 onwards n so on. so come on, make 2011 a gud one coz i wan it to be :)
well, i got to perform for my parents at least. invited dem to my performance to show dem dat i always stayed out late to dance n not do stupid tings outside. at least dey enjoyed the performance :)
coming to midway of 2010, i made a decision. it was around july. dat decision made me give up dancing as an interest frm around august onwards. 4 months into the decision n i stil hav not looked bak on my decision.
2011 will onli be a gud year if i make effort to make it a gud one. wad i do today affects the result i get tmr. so wad i do on 31st december 2010 affects the result i get frm 1st january 2011 onwards n so on. so come on, make 2011 a gud one coz i wan it to be :)
this moment
listening to Nic Chagall's 'This Moment' now as i begin tis post.
last day of 2010. wows. wad a year. december last yr i started a chapter of my life wif u but sadly we culdn prolong the first step dat we took.
my first r/s gave me alot of insights.
1. i realised dat r/s is like a plant. u nid to constant show love n care for it to bloom. sometimes u giv it fertilisers to enhance the growth. but too much wuld kill the plant. the fertilisers r jus like surprises. too much surprises will kill the surprise once the surprises run out.
2. it takes two hands to clap. at first, i culdn realli figure out how tis sentence works. after a few months, i finally get wads the meaning. the guy/girl can be the most romantic n nice guy/girl in the world. but if the other party duno how to appreciate wadeva is present, the r/s wun work out.
the best example i wuld apply to wuld be quarrels. at point of times, one party wuld be the one at fault. the worst reaction for the other party to giv the one hu made a mistake was to get freaking pissed n harping on the fact dat the party made a mistake. in the first place, dere wuld be reasons to make one commit the mistake. if dere were reasons behind it, a couple shld help each other grow n change. harping on dat one mistake alone wuld not work. imagine a couple wuld be tgth for a few decades n u tell me ur gona keep harping on dat one mistake? come on, life wuld not be tis perfect. everyone makes mistakes during the path of life. the best solution is to help one another out. if its bad habits, give each other some time. some bad habits r stuck onto us for a few yrs or mayb frm young since. humans r veri funnie. sometimes we expect ppl to change overnite when ourselves we carn do the same.
3. stick tgth no matter how hard tings might seems. it sort of links to 'it takes two hands to clap'. in life, sometimes we went through shits n stuffs. during these times, some ppl wuld offer u a helping hand, some ppl wuld jus stand dere n gloat over yor misfortune. the most impt ting is, yor other half wuld be dere wif u no matter wad. i mean, dats the point of going through thick n thin tgth rites?
well, tis 3 simple points dat i culd tink of for now, is dat simple but can be as difficult as how the human mind wans it to be.
jus tot of a sentence myself last wk. it wuld be kind of offensive to girls, but the truth hurts rites.
"we were given a brain to think but not to over-think" i wuld apply tis to girls coz dey can always magnify a veri simple sentence to a veri complicated situation. haha.
well, i guess i shld end the post around here in case u start to infiltrate my mind n cause my thoughts to go havoc agn.
last day of 2010. wows. wad a year. december last yr i started a chapter of my life wif u but sadly we culdn prolong the first step dat we took.
my first r/s gave me alot of insights.
1. i realised dat r/s is like a plant. u nid to constant show love n care for it to bloom. sometimes u giv it fertilisers to enhance the growth. but too much wuld kill the plant. the fertilisers r jus like surprises. too much surprises will kill the surprise once the surprises run out.
2. it takes two hands to clap. at first, i culdn realli figure out how tis sentence works. after a few months, i finally get wads the meaning. the guy/girl can be the most romantic n nice guy/girl in the world. but if the other party duno how to appreciate wadeva is present, the r/s wun work out.
the best example i wuld apply to wuld be quarrels. at point of times, one party wuld be the one at fault. the worst reaction for the other party to giv the one hu made a mistake was to get freaking pissed n harping on the fact dat the party made a mistake. in the first place, dere wuld be reasons to make one commit the mistake. if dere were reasons behind it, a couple shld help each other grow n change. harping on dat one mistake alone wuld not work. imagine a couple wuld be tgth for a few decades n u tell me ur gona keep harping on dat one mistake? come on, life wuld not be tis perfect. everyone makes mistakes during the path of life. the best solution is to help one another out. if its bad habits, give each other some time. some bad habits r stuck onto us for a few yrs or mayb frm young since. humans r veri funnie. sometimes we expect ppl to change overnite when ourselves we carn do the same.
3. stick tgth no matter how hard tings might seems. it sort of links to 'it takes two hands to clap'. in life, sometimes we went through shits n stuffs. during these times, some ppl wuld offer u a helping hand, some ppl wuld jus stand dere n gloat over yor misfortune. the most impt ting is, yor other half wuld be dere wif u no matter wad. i mean, dats the point of going through thick n thin tgth rites?
well, tis 3 simple points dat i culd tink of for now, is dat simple but can be as difficult as how the human mind wans it to be.
jus tot of a sentence myself last wk. it wuld be kind of offensive to girls, but the truth hurts rites.
"we were given a brain to think but not to over-think" i wuld apply tis to girls coz dey can always magnify a veri simple sentence to a veri complicated situation. haha.
well, i guess i shld end the post around here in case u start to infiltrate my mind n cause my thoughts to go havoc agn.
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