1 year eh ... hmms ... not realli feeling great abt it.

sat was a pretty long day. felt like fainting at the end of the day.

slpt till close to 2pm on a sunday n went to bro's workplace n had japanese food wif family. great man, a long time since i had a meal wif my family.

come on, i noe im gona end 2010 great!

i dun care hu is gona shoot me dwn, coz im gona focus n create my own path.

get some results for myself.

2010 is gona end in a gud note.

tongue twisters in the library.

im sitting at the library n carn help but miss u.

as i sat dwn in my living room now, listening to a song, tinking bak ...

throughout the 11 months, when we had much problems at the start, a few times, inside me i felt like giving up a few times. for dat few times, i told myself to press on n tings wuld be better. i didn regret pressing on for a few times. at least i noe, the struggle was temporary, n den tings went bak to normal.

after 11 months, tings seemed better. n den it happened. i realli felt dat i dropped frm the sky.

the moment i took the lift dwn frm yor hse, i felt broken realli. i leaned back on the wall of the lift n dun dare to look at my reflection. i noe i look like shit.

*poop* dats the end ...

aiyurrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i nid some peace in my life.
its been quite some time i realli hang out wif my frens.
been a little lost on some tings recently.
sometimes im happie, but other times im feeling quite shitty inside.
my management of time realli nids some learning.
how can someone be happie when hes being disturbed of his slp early in the morning everyday.
y shld i adjust my slp pattern to wake up more earlier.
y shld i even do the sacrifice in the 1st place, wth ~

let me hav a day of slp without any disturbance ...

......

everyting abt the future. im so uncertain n troubled by it. it makes my head real heavy jus by tinking abt it.

its the 1st week of YOG holidays n i carn seem to kickstart myself to even study abit.