Here we go again.

Was given a 6 days rest. It was a good one. Managed to catch up with a few friends. Told all of them next time it won't be a frequent thing that they see me due to the new camp.

This 'blues' feeling is harder than I thought. The past few nights it hit me quite hard. Nonetheless, its a process that I have to go through.

On a side note, army made me more absent-minded nowadays. Thank goodness I haven't lost anything yet but I think it will be a matter sooner or later. Army is really a kind of hard experience for guys. I'm just afraid it changes me into a person that I don't want to be. However, environmental factor is something I can't change. I will just have to take it as it is.

And lastly, I refuse to back down so easily by all these factors. I'm stronger than I think I am!