Tuesday, January 31, 2012

chill~

been long since i sat down in my school library and chill. nvm that it is more noisy than normal libraries. actually its a pretty chill place.

Friday, January 27, 2012

I don't know what to do with myself too.

I am letting social media get the better of me. This is not something i want. Having a hiatus off social media is really a good option for me.

In the end also cannot blame anyone. Stuffs can do early never do. Not as if i never try. I am still learning how to self-motivate myself. Translating my thoughts into actions sounds so easy but executing it is so hard. Whats wrong with me man?!

I can't believe i am having such a low morale moment right now.

Zzz.

Friday, January 13, 2012

after that incident, i vowed that i would never live my life for others agn.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

或许我最错的决定,就是爱错了人。 本来就不应该开始。 没有后悔,只能继续往前看。

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Talent?

I must admit, i really cannot get my mind through music composition. I really want to just compose a simple tune for today's problem but after a couple of bars, POOM, im stuck again. Its kind of a very sian feeling. I really wonder if i got no skill in understanding music theory, or i just simply can't be good at it.

There is nothing wrong in the module. In fact, it is fairly easy to score for this module. But some things so simple, require a bit of talent too. I would just say i really got no talent for music composition for now. I still await the day i can compose something simple and to my satisfaction.

Sometimes, we want to be that somebody with a certain quality. But if i really don't have what it takes, whats the next move?

Yeaps, even though it does not help me in completing my work today for this module. At least i felt slightly better. Just slightlyyy ...