Friday, December 31, 2010

tis yr is pretty plain for me i guess. coz if i minus u, i carn realli tink of much for 2010. haha.

well, i got to perform for my parents at least. invited dem to my performance to show dem dat i always stayed out late to dance n not do stupid tings outside. at least dey enjoyed the performance :)

coming to midway of 2010, i made a decision. it was around july. dat decision made me give up dancing as an interest frm around august onwards. 4 months into the decision n i stil hav not looked bak on my decision.

2011 will onli be a gud year if i make effort to make it a gud one. wad i do today affects the result i get tmr. so wad i do on 31st december 2010 affects the result i get frm 1st january 2011 onwards n so on. so come on, make 2011 a gud one coz i wan it to be :)

this moment

listening to Nic Chagall's 'This Moment' now as i begin tis post.

last day of 2010. wows. wad a year. december last yr i started a chapter of my life wif u but sadly we culdn prolong the first step dat we took.

my first r/s gave me alot of insights.

1. i realised dat r/s is like a plant. u nid to constant show love n care for it to bloom. sometimes u giv it fertilisers to enhance the growth. but too much wuld kill the plant. the fertilisers r jus like surprises. too much surprises will kill the surprise once the surprises run out.

2. it takes two hands to clap. at first, i culdn realli figure out how tis sentence works. after a few months, i finally get wads the meaning. the guy/girl can be the most romantic n nice guy/girl in the world. but if the other party duno how to appreciate wadeva is present, the r/s wun work out.

the best example i wuld apply to wuld be quarrels. at point of times, one party wuld be the one at fault. the worst reaction for the other party to giv the one hu made a mistake was to get freaking pissed n harping on the fact dat the party made a mistake. in the first place, dere wuld be reasons to make one commit the mistake. if dere were reasons behind it, a couple shld help each other grow n change. harping on dat one mistake alone wuld not work. imagine a couple wuld be tgth for a few decades n u tell me ur gona keep harping on dat one mistake? come on, life wuld not be tis perfect. everyone makes mistakes during the path of life. the best solution is to help one another out. if its bad habits, give each other some time. some bad habits r stuck onto us for a few yrs or mayb frm young since. humans r veri funnie. sometimes we expect ppl to change overnite when ourselves we carn do the same.

3. stick tgth no matter how hard tings might seems. it sort of links to 'it takes two hands to clap'. in life, sometimes we went through shits n stuffs. during these times, some ppl wuld offer u a helping hand, some ppl wuld jus stand dere n gloat over yor misfortune. the most impt ting is, yor other half wuld be dere wif u no matter wad. i mean, dats the point of going through thick n thin tgth rites?

well, tis 3 simple points dat i culd tink of for now, is dat simple but can be as difficult as how the human mind wans it to be.

jus tot of a sentence myself last wk. it wuld be kind of offensive to girls, but the truth hurts rites.

"we were given a brain to think but not to over-think" i wuld apply tis to girls coz dey can always magnify a veri simple sentence to a veri complicated situation. haha.

well, i guess i shld end the post around here in case u start to infiltrate my mind n cause my thoughts to go havoc agn.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

come on man. tis is not the time for u to come into my mind n disrupt my thoughts. urgh ~

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

wows, jus went to my skl email n found a pretty astounding piece of news. an assignment for my coming UT2. sui uh. LOL.

anyways, went to NEX last sat to find my ex colleague. gud to c her agn. haven seen her for around one yr ler ba. after dat i walked abit around NEX. den apparently deres tis taiwanese bubbletea store. being a singaporean, i jus went to queue although got abit of queue. coz i wan to c how different it tastes like frm KOI. in the end, more or less along the line lur. the onli difference dat the pearls r red in colour. it is frm a type of plant/fruit dat is called "luo shen kui" in chinese. "luo shen kui" itself is red in colour, hence the pearls being red colour. of coz tis type of plant/fruit itself got health benefits, dats y got selling point ma.

3 more days to end of 2010. wad u do today determines wad result u get tmr. a reminder to myself.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

jus finished watching Masterchef on youtube a moment ago. pretty nice cooking competition by the americans. sometimes i thought to myself, when can singapore do smth close to dat? i mean, even their sound effects made u feel the 'standing on the edge of the cliff' feeling tgth wif the contestants.

its like singapore is doing great in the economy n stuffs. n i wonder where did all the money dat singapore generated went into. well, ok. i suppose alot of the money went to tourism. come on, u noe singapore wun survive without tourism. if not ppl come singapore do wad, buy spices meh.

my sister always tell me, ang mohs noe how to enjoy life one. compare to singaporeans, all dey do is work. i mean its ok to work. but other than working so hard, occasionally, we shld go n chill or smth wad. dun say go clubbing lur. clubbing so many ppl, squeezy n hot. seriously i duno y ppl like to go so much. go to some outdoor bar, listen to a live band n hav a drink chit chat, listen music, oso not too bad wad. if not go to the wad deal.com.sg lur. sometimes i c dey got some spa deals like so cheap. walao, if i got money i confirm buy den find one fren go do spa tgth. shiok wad. enjoy doesn mean nid go eat high class food or wad.
for me, an ideal day wuld be to start off wif a simple bee hoon or roti prata frm my hse dwnstairs. den read abit of newspapers at home. after dat go out watch movie, shopping, discover new places. den at nite hav dinner mayb at some far east plaza graffiti cafe eat wanton mee. den walk dwn orchard eat some pushcart ice cream. den find some place sit dwn tok cock. chill chill onli. haha :)

at times u stil infiltrate my mind n cause havoc inside my brain. i realli wish i culd filter u out easily but it wasn dat easy. the day dat u dropped me the bomb, its stil hurting me now. the previous day u were putting smiley faces when i told u i culd spend the whole sat wif u. but the next morning u gave me the bomb without any warnings ahead. i asked myself wad in the world were u tinking at dat point of time. i jus felt dat the smiley faces the previous day was jus a pack of lies. but at last the decision i made was based on logic coz i culdn keep letting yor emotions disrupt everyting dats happening. frm the official break up to the mentioning of patching up. it took jus two days. yarhs, letting emotions control wad decision u make. i choose to follow logic coz emotions can sway us to wadeva state we can be in n its wad destroys us.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

shen bing uh ~

woahs, 4th day liao stil feeling sick. cui leh the feeling. holidays start in tis manner, ok lur to me. slp earlyyyyyyyy ~

nid to faster recover den can concentrate on doing my skl assignments. get it done n over den next wk dun nid so panic.

one more wk to end of 2010. 2 more days to SHEN DAN JIE. HOHOHO ~

Friday, December 17, 2010

can one :)

i noe im somewhere dere for tis month. coz i did more productive tings for myself. its time to make tings happen. dey will :) if dey didn, i noe i did my best :) keep going until results come.

put thoughts into actions.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

16 days to the end of 2010.

16 more days to the end of 2010.

i arrived at the bus int to c the queue for my bus empty. i knew the bus had jus left. so being the first in queue, i knew its gona take some time for the next bus to come. rather than watching the buses pass by me one by one, i chose to use the time to go into reflecting mode.

all the way on the bus, i was reflecting, until i was abt to reach my bus stop. i tink of tings, the past, present n future. some problems were old, some were smth dat came to my mind today.

anyways, speaking of end of the year. im sure alot of ppl wuld hav plans on wad r dey doing on the last day of 2010. to me, last day of 2010 is jus like any other day. i dun feel extremely excited when the clock strikes 12 n den 2011 arrives. its like yea, everyone will go smth like, "its a new yr, new beginning n etc." or, "its going to be a great year!"

come on ... a new beginning can be any other day. a great year can start frm even a great day. its wad u do make a great year n etc. i bet most ppl wuld say 2010 passed by damn fast. yeaps, to me its fast. but r we like gona blame the calendar(if dere is tis character dat exist) dat it passed by too fast? "HEY CALENDAR, U MAKE 2010 ENDED TOO FAST! CAN U SLOW DOWN 2011?" like wtf _l_

n den ppl wuld be planning some new year resolutions. den at the end of the year dey will realise dey nv even fulfil one of their resolutions. or the better ones may fulfil a couple of their resolutions.

come on ppl. quit talking n do wad ur supposed to do :)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

1 year eh ... hmms ... not realli feeling great abt it.

sat was a pretty long day. felt like fainting at the end of the day.

slpt till close to 2pm on a sunday n went to bro's workplace n had japanese food wif family. great man, a long time since i had a meal wif my family.

come on, i noe im gona end 2010 great!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

i dun care hu is gona shoot me dwn, coz im gona focus n create my own path.

get some results for myself.

2010 is gona end in a gud note.